Sleeping with the Enemy

I’m so sick of our chemistry and how you make me bleed

I’m dry

I’m drowning

I’m lost

I’m finding

I can lie my way through anything

And I can cry without feeling

I’m nervous and numb

Filtered and dumb

But I can’t really say that I don’t crave it that way

I don’t know what I do it for

But, I can’t have you go without letting you know

I’m a liar

A fake

Everything that i hate

I wish I could say I’m sorry I’m sorry

Baby I’ve tried to change

But, these are my ways

You need to know,

You’re sleeping with the enemy

I’m so sick of our energy; with you i’m not really me

I’m cold

I’m burning

I’m love

I’m hating I have no remorse  

We have run our course 

I thought you’d be the one to break me 

I thought you’d be the one to save me 

I can’t have you go without letting you know

I’m a liar

A fake

Everything that i hate

I wish I could say I’m sorry

Baby I’ve tried to change

But, these are my ways

You need to know,

You’re sleeping with the enemy

it’s too late

too late to see

that the one that needs fixing isn’t you it’s me

I broke down