[00:00.84]loving you is (Explicit) - GAYLE
[00:08.85]Used to love it when we'd fight like grown ups
[00:13.02]You made me hate myself so I could love us
[00:17.03]It's funny when I think about it all now
[00:25.17]You'd point out all the ways that I was fucked up
[00:29.08]You'd say that I'm so lucky you're a good one
[00:33.00]It's funny when I think about it all now
[00:40.21]Gave you every part of me
[00:44.18]You don't know what you can't see
[00:49.26]Loving you is difficult irrational
[00:52.02]You hate when I'm emotional manipulative
[00:55.20]I feel like shit with everything I try to give
[00:58.05]I let you RIP me all to shreds
[01:00.05]I'm scared to make the same mistakes again
[01:03.16]Again again
[01:05.00]And I can't even ask for help or trust myself
[01:07.99]I always chose your mental health
[01:10.02]And you just want a girl
[01:11.59]To make you feel ok about yourself
[01:14.09]I let you RIP mе all to shreds
[01:16.10]And I won't make the same mistake again
[01:19.20]Again again again
[01:23.27]I was just a kid and you knew that
[01:26.97]Didn't take you much to make me feel bad
[01:31.00]You made me do some things that I can't take back
[01:35.16]And I can't stand that
[01:38.00]I gave you every part of me
[01:42.10]You don't know what you can't see
[01:47.26]Loving you is difficult irrational
[01:49.95]You hate when I'm emotional manipulative
[01:53.14]I feel like shit with everything I try to give
[01:56.06]I let you RIP me all to shreds
[01:58.06]I'm scared to make the same mistakes again
[02:00.96]Again again
[02:02.98]And I can't even ask for help or trust myself
[02:05.93]I always chose your mental health
[02:08.10]And you just want a girl
[02:09.58]To make you feel ok about yourself
[02:12.04]I let you RIP me all to shreds
[02:13.95]And I won't make the same mistake again
[02:17.05]Again again again
[02:20.79]I feel bad for the next girl
[02:23.36]Who thinks that you can change
[02:24.76]I feel bad for the next girl
[02:27.21]That you beg to stay
[02:28.66]I feel bad for the next girl
[02:31.17]Who's gonna feel this way
[02:32.85]Who's gonna feel this way
[02:35.19]Loving you is difficult Irrational
[02:37.98]I hate that it's so personal
[02:40.07]Manipulative I feel like shit
[02:41.98]With all the love I try to give
[02:44.06]I let you RIP me all to shreds
[02:45.93]I'm scared to make the same mistake again
[02:48.91]Again again again
[02:51.17]And I can't even ask for help or trust myself
[02:53.81]I always chose your mental health
[02:55.88]And you just want a girl
[02:57.41]To make you feel ok about yourself
[02:59.94]I let you RIP me all to shreds
[03:01.96]And I won't make the same mistake again