Lonely Heaven (Explicit)

In the silence I’m still breathing,

Waiting for a light to show.

Every prayer feels unanswered,

Every step feels slow.

I reach for something higher,

But the sky just fades to grey.

If heaven’s meant to save me,

Why does it drift away?

Lonely heaven, empty skies,

I’m still searching for your eyes.

Every echo, every tear,

Tells me love was never near.

Lonely heaven, breaking down,

Still I’m lost, but not yet found.

If you’re out there, hear me call,

Catch me gently when I fall.

Shadows linger in the daylight,

Memories I can’t erase.

Even pain can feel like comfort,

When it wears your face.

I reach for something higher,

But the stars all fade away.

If heaven knows my secrets,

Why won’t it let me stay?

Lonely heaven, empty skies,

I’m still searching for your eyes.

Every echo, every tear,

Tells me love was never near.

Lonely heaven, breaking down,

Still I’m lost, but not yet found.

If you’re out there, hear me call,

Catch me gently when I fall.

Maybe heaven’s just a dream,

Built on what we used to be.

If I’m destined to be wrong,

Let me love you all along.

Lonely heaven, don’t let go,

There’s a truth I need to know.

Even if the angels lied,

I still want you by my side.

Lonely heaven, breaking down,

Still I’m lost, but not yet found.

If you’re out there, hear me call,

Catch me gently when I fall.