Something to Believe In (Explicit)

All I wanna do is

Run from this spot like I don't really need this

Everybody all up in my face for no reason

I'm pacing

I'm wheezing

Jot my thoughts down

Push the pen better than them

So who the boss now

Run from this spot like I don't really need them

Everybody fake it's getting hard to believe them

A slave to my demons

A beast when I breathe in

Turn the music up

I need something to believe in

I been held to another standard

That's above par

Pardon me

You probably didn't see I rip it until it's hard to breathe

I be in the back with an iv

Squeezing oxygen out of every artery

Hard to be part of me partially orbiting stars in me

Morbidly morning the mourning I'm morning harmony

Pouring enduring your story is hard for me to look at

Why

Because I wrote the f**king book jack

I don't wanna look back like everything I should have

Could have been accomplished

That's why I gotta rock this

Get in my way and I may take a hostage

Price you pay for f**king with a monster

Ya'll don't really want that

I don't want it either

Hah

And you 'ain't got to thank jehovah or jesus

Nah

Only one god you gotta believe in

His name is crawdad

So say it like you mean it

All I wanna do is

Run from this spot like I don't really need this

Everybody all up in my face for no reason

I'm pacing

I'm wheezing

Jot my thoughts down

Push the pen better than them

So who the boss now

Run from this spot like I don't really need them

Everybody fake it's getting hard to believe them

A slave to my demons

A beast when I breathe in

Turn the music up

I need something to believe in

Try to bite how the flow is crafted

Rewind to find they below par

That's rap spelled backwards

Huh

I'm a savage with some habits that I can't shake

Ravaged little rabbit that'll stab you with a handshake

Wait

I really need to shake it off tho

Get up out this s**t hole and find a decent spot yo

But I can't it's like my mind got the best of me

Step into the future

Hindsight's destiny

Effortlessly evident to see that I'm a veteran

To be the better man but never feeling better than

Let it in medicine man

Tethered together if ever I am

Feather to feather I'm flying better than I planned

But

S**t

I know nothing's ever promised

To be honest to god it's a problem

You f**k with me heavily

Leave you like malaysian airlines flight 370

All I wanna do is

Run from this spot like I don't really need this

Everybody all up in my face for no reason

I'm pacing

I'm wheezing

Jot my thoughts down

Push the pen better than them

So who the boss now

Run from this spot like I don't really need them

Everybody fake it's getting hard to believe them

A slave to my demons

A beast when I breathe in

Turn the music up

I need something to believe in