It Happened for a Reason

I believe everything happens for a reasons

Know matter whatchu you do you be doing it for a reason

Know matter whatchu you think

You be thinking it for a reason

Every lie i told

Every smile i break

Every heart I break

Break it for reason

Growing up used to be soo insecure

Growing up used have no confidence

Kids making fun of me ill start to cry

Kids beating up on me ill start to cry

Didn't have no strength to fight back

So i used to call my father to fight for me

I was scared, frighting

You can name it all

Always running away from fights

Back then, the old dude used make us fight

I told them

I'm hungry so i got eat

Knowing so well inside i was scared

Knowing so well i wasn't coming back

Coming back from the fight

So i lay my back on a couch

Watching some tv

Eating some popcorn

Then I fell a sleep

The next day

They be saying i was scared

Okay so what?

Atleast didn't get hurt

To be honest i was really scared of pain

So i ran away

Didn't wanna play

Didn't wanna stay

Coz i know they be forcing you to fight

I was just tryna play some kite

Have fun,play games didn't wanna fight

So I took i flight

To the couch

Mother asking me why i don't wanna play

Told her my favorite cartoon is gonna play

So i stayed

Home

So I stayed

Home

Home

Home

Somethings got to my father

Beating on my mother

Leaving me some trauma

Create some drama

Don't know why he tryna

A quse my mother for cheating

While he's the one doing all the cheating

That's so crazy

That man is crazy

He took my mother and go beat her to the bushes

And she never told me about it

That's so crazy

Swear to god

He would have died where he stand

Swear to god

I would have serve some time

But i didn't care at time i was angry

Angry at my mother for telling me couple months later

Telling me couple months later

Angry at my mother for telling me couple months later

Telling me couple months later

Angry at my mother for telling me couple months later

Telling me couple months later

Like why?

Like why?

Why didn't you tell me

The worst thing

You acted like nothing happened

Like

He didn't almost beat you to death