Holding On - Erika
Trying not to fall
Getting the rhythm right
Growing tougher skin
Gets harder the more
That it sinks in
I'm takin' bigger steps
And through it all I find
How do I keep my balance
Now you're not by my side
Oh now this weighs on my mind
Tryin' to hold myself together
But I just want to fall apart
I wish I had a way to end it
Oh I wish that we were at the start
Tryin' to find a way without you
There's nowhere else I wanna know
So I've been holding on
Holding on to letting go
Drowning out the noise
Just want to focus on
The detail in your voice
That plays around inside my head
Cause when I hear it I
Can trick myself into
Believing you're alive
It makes it
Easy for a while
Only for while
Tryin' to hold myself together
But I just want to fall apart
I wish I had a way to end it
Oh I wish that we were at the start
Tryin' to find a way without you
There's nowhere else I wanna know
So I've been holding on
Holding on to letting go
Oo oo oo oo oo oo
Oo oo oo oo oo oo
Just give me back the time
I need to hold ya
If I could take you to before
Oh I would show you
Everything I am
Everything I feel
Tell me how to find
Just tell me how to stay together
When I just want to fall apart
I wish I had a way to end it
Oh I wish that we were at the start
Tryin' to find a way without you
There's nowhere else I wanna know
So I've been holding on
Yeah to letting go
I've been holding on
Holding on to letting go
