Gaslighter (Demo|Explicit)

What will we do with a drunken whaler

What will we do with a drunken whaler

What will we do with a drunken whaler

Early in the morning

I looked the devil in her eyes and I told her that I loved her

Held my heart in her hand, and she smiled as she crushed it

Put the pieces back together, and with all that I could muster

I gave it back to her. She looked at it, disgusted

Change the story; make it gory. Switch it back; she loves me

Beat me down until I drown. A smile and a touch she

Pushes while I’m pulling, then she pulls me in to love again

A fool I am for trusting but the beauty’s in her subtlety

Vicious cycle. In denial. Imbecile. **** it

Sick and tired. Give it time. This is my destruction

Fix the bind. Living blind. Twisted lies that crushed me

Finish line diminished by the shiv that’s in my stomach

The knife that’s in my back and all the daggers in my psyche

Don’t even compare to the fear of what it might be

I’m the one who’s lost it. I’m the one who’s likely

Gone crazy and I’m sorry, I want to make it right, please

Feed him to the hungry rats for dinner

Feed him to the hungry rats for dinner

Feed him to the hungry rats for dinner

Early in the morning

I did all that I could have done; should have done

Nothing ever coming from it; shutting up and putting up. Spilling blood

Doubting every second thought I had and if I’m good enough

And if I’m not then why the **** is she here selling me her love?

I don’t understand this; I can’t even fathom it

I’ve broken my entire being trying to get a grasp on it

How could anybody be so cold and yet so passionate?

So frozen to you’re warmth? Well, it must be my own actions then

This is something I have done. To make it right it’s all on me

I’ve been in the wrong and now it’s time to set aside my needs

Help her understand that I am sorry and I’ll work on it

Then I’m sensing something vile while she’s smirking

She hates me. She loves me. The pain in my stomach

The way she can touch me, and break me. I love it

The cheating, the lies. I believe every time

And I eagerly fight for the demon inside, Why?

Shoot him through the heart with a loaded pistol

Shoot him through the heart with a loaded pistol

Shoot him through the heart with a loaded pistol

Early in the morning

I didn’t do anything, I did nothing wrong

I love you I’m sorry I’m changing, I promise

How could you do this, you’re hateful, dishonest

I love you I’m sorry I’ll fix it, I promise

You hurt me so much, disrespectful and toxic

I love you, I’m sorry, it’s my fault, I promise

The pain you have caused and you never said sorry

I hate you, I’m done with this bullshit, I promise

Slice his throat with a rusty cleaver

Slice his throat with a rusty cleaver

Slice his throat with a rusty cleaver

Early in the morning

Way hay, and up she rises

Way hay, and up she rises

Way hay, and up she rises

Early in the morning