IDIOT GRL - ARI HICKS
Lyrics by：Arianna Singh-Hicks/Rachel West
Composed by：Arianna Singh-Hicks/Rachel West
Since I can remember I've always
Had a group of girls that's had it out for me
From kindergarten to high school
I could name'em all
And I was the one they loved to s**t on
So I got it in my head that nobody wanted me
Everybody in my class was white
And had straight pretty hair
And I grew up in a house of curly
Haired girls that wanted straight hair
So I got so consumed with my looks
That there wasn't much else
I seemed to care about
In fifth grade I got in trouble
For having a mirror in my desk
That I would always check to see
If I looked a mess
And I taught myself that I wasn't
Beautiful 'cause there wasn't
Anyone to tell me different
I was loved but I was alone not mention
That I didn't have any friends of my own
'Cause sometimes knowing that your loved
Just isn't enough
Idiot grl
You're no good to anyone
You can't do anything right
You take yourself to serious
You're always f**king things up
And in your world
You're an idiot grl
You're the worst never learn don't you hate it
That sitting alone all these years
Made you complacent to it all
'Cause now in my world I'm an idiot grl
I always had to be the best
Singer athlete runner whatever
Well
It didn't really matter
I couldn't win at life but at least I was a winner
But it didn't make me feel any better
No no it didn't make me feel any better
Now I'm older and can't open up
Seems like before I go open my mouth
I've already been judged
'Cause my whole childhood was full
Of people not caring enough or passing me off
Idiot grl
You're no good to anyone
You can't do anything right
You take yourself to serious
You're always f**king things up
And in your world
You're an idiot grl
You're the worst never learn don't you hate it
Sitting alone all these years made you complacent to it all
'Cause now in my world I'm an idiot girl
