you are an angel (Explicit)

i am moving soon

i didn’t mean to

should’ve seen the whole scene in the living room

lying on the carpet singing “this is not my house lalalalalala”

it’s been a long day

don’t want to act rude

sorry we don’t get along like we used to

took so much bullshit just to throw it back at you

i lost my way in los angeles

my ears are always ringing for you

dissolve to spring

it’s fine to dream

(i walk asleep)

it’s fine to dream

ill never grow up

i have to write songs

really really used to like it now it feels wrong

i am a wellspring of these incoherent metaphors lalalalalala

we spoke in dallas

you scared me shitless

oh my god, i was drunk, my head was fucked

and i don’t know what i said

i’m so sorry that i flinch at every touch

i lost my way in los angeles

my ears are always ringing for you

dissolve to spring

it’s fine to dream

(i walk asleep)

it’s fine to dream

(it’s fine to dream, it’s fine to dream)

it’s such a long long way down

we used to flirt with suicide

in every song we wrote

though we tried, oh we tried, to keep it inside, inside

and as i sat in the windowsill

and pictured my bones breaking on the ground

an angel came to me and said

it’s just one week, six shows, and you’ll see her one last time

and i miss you.

it’s so clear.

i just miss you.

i can’t take it.

“...for all the time...”

“...for all the time we wasted getting to know you”

and i have found you

my love my love my love (my love)

you are the red light that lights the exit (my love)

my love my love my love

broken bottles in the sand

bloodied wrists and aching hands

oh love

and i have found you

my love my love my love (my love)

you are the red light that lights the exit (my love)

my love my love my love

broken bottles in the sand

bloodied wrists and aching hands

oh love