My life's scars run so deep deep as in before birth
Some things just won't ever change feed myself some more pain
Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence
Not teaching me misleading me leaving me on my own
Why questioning No answering this s**t's just so *****ed up
Ignoring my own personal self characteristics
Why no one was there to look after me torn in between myself
Lost everything taken away from me words they can't hear
Deaf to hear
Born out of somebody's audacity not given a fair chance
Lies spoken in words that I do not know pain teaching me
Suffering
I can't ignore my feelings my own hostility
Wearing my hate on my face look into my eyes
How in the world could you take care of me
You could not care for you
I'm left with these horrible memories time easing me freeing me
Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the *****
What for
Truth wakes in me from my experience laugh wondering
What it means
Do not create so blindly better your offerings
Lives are at stake don't deny us the future
Powers beyond in our hands ask yourself what it means
Never forget to look deep finding thyself
Laws I was rebornwith God like in character
Choice to create I will not make that choice
Severing of my blood extinction of my flesh
By my own hand I can't deceive myself
Childhood wars I suffered through them my institution
Some pain will last like time unchanged
Cannot forget lost in illusion trapped in confusion
Stress overwhelms my peace of mind
I was born from demons from souls so far from peace
Ask where they came from woke with them spoke with them
They too came from demons where can we all find peace
Life should mean
