[00:01.38]When your standin' at the edge of a cliff
[00:04.01]And you got somebody that you love
[00:05.56]Standin' behind you
[00:06.58]Tellin' you to jump
[00:07.54]And you finally do it
[00:09.03]That person is just as much in the wrong as you are
[00:11.76]But I survived
[00:14.25]It's the calm before the storm
[00:17.25]I know where you are everytime
[00:21.39]I close my eyes
[00:26.27]I'm leavin' you for now
[00:29.26]But I know where you are
[00:31.85]I'm startin' a brand new life
[00:37.47]I don't know why
[00:38.42]But I swallowed it still
[00:39.70]This whole bottle of pills
[00:41.20]Oh what a
[00:41.77]Hollywood thrill
[00:42.71]And yeah it got me so ill
[00:44.14]Just when
[00:44.73]I thought it would kill
[00:45.64]I made it out alive and climbed this impossible hill
[00:48.83]I was tied up to this hospital bed
[00:50.88]When I just wanted to be dead
[00:52.39]I don't give about what you said
[00:53.91]With hickeys all on your neck
[00:55.35]Who the hell taught you about respect
[00:56.84]Did you tell them
[00:57.50]I'm runnin' outta breath
[00:58.37]While I'm layin' dead on the desk
[00:59.89]You can burn in hell with the rest
[01:01.44]But I don't wish that upon you
[01:03.03]I never wanted to harm you
[01:04.50]I want to hate you
[01:05.41]But you know that its hard to
[01:06.87]Like a fool
[01:07.48]I fell in love
[01:08.38]From the moment
[01:09.10]I saw you
[01:09.61]But you almost killed me you b***h
[01:11.20]I f**kin' hope that it haunts you
[01:12.80]Callin' superman a b***h
[01:14.38]Is my only kryptonite
[01:15.82]Yeah I'll tell you man
[01:17.15]Some b***hes throat is gettin' slit tonight
[01:18.85]I'm too f**kin' sick to die
[01:20.34]Get it right
[01:21.09]Nix is fly
[01:21.86]This is why
[01:22.60]I'ma fight to stay alive
[01:26.25]It's the calm before the storm
[01:29.25]I know where you are everytime
[01:33.39]I close my eyes
[01:38.27]I'm leavin' you for now
[01:41.26]But I know where you are
[01:43.85]I'm startin' a brand new life
[01:49.39]I just drink my problems away
[01:50.90]When I wake up they all remain
[01:52.29]Then it hits me hard in the face
[01:53.79]Its gettin' harder every day
[01:55.33]So I walk away with barely any motivation
[01:58.01]There's something wrong with this
[01:59.52]God-forsaken rode that
[02:00.08]I'm takin'
[02:00.78]Sometimes
[02:01.33]I just wanna buy me a hand pistol
[02:03.75]Runnin' out shootin' at randoms like a d**n schitzo
[02:06.71]But I'm sittin here with a pad and a pencil
[02:09.83]I'm rippin' my own hair out
[02:11.30]Grabin' it up by the fistful
[02:12.78]Yeah you f**kin' pussies think that you can scare me now
[02:15.81]Scare me how
[02:16.56]Try to kill me
[02:17.42]I can't even kill myself
[02:18.89]Yeah you better believe me because
[02:20.72]I already tried
[02:21.74]Already died
[02:22.39]Came back to life a motherf**kin'
[02:24.01]Jesus Christ
[02:24.97]Got a heart of steel and
[02:25.97]I'm hard to kill
[02:26.60]Ain't gonna stop till
[02:27.52]I got a deal
[02:28.15]When I get that
[02:28.87]I'ma want a mill
[02:29.64]I won't disappear like a
[02:30.75]Copperfield
[02:31.35]So you see me climbing going straight to the top
[02:33.78]I'm lightin' up the sky and
[02:35.54]I ain't gonna stop
[02:38.26]It's the calm before the storm
[02:41.25]I know where you are everytime
[02:45.38]I close my eyes
[02:50.27]I'm leavin' you for now
[02:53.26]But I know where you are
[02:56.40]I'm startin' a brand new life
[03:02.17]So I know what
[03:05.31]I want I want it all
[03:13.67]We've made our mistakes
[03:15.27]We needed to change
[03:16.74]We needed to break
[03:18.83]And even though
[03:23.44]But I won't ever do this again
[03:30.46]To any one
[03:37.12]I love Anyone
[03:40.26]I'm sorry for what
[03:42.69]I've done
[03:47.24]I want it all
[03:49.83]It's the calm before the storm