Inner Dialogue (Explicit)

Yo up again, damn

Talking to myself like I'm crazy

Listen to me

I'm sitting in the dark, staring at the ceiling

My thoughts are eating me, got that sinking feeling

I tell myself"why you do this? Why you hurting?"

Every day that passes, man the pain keeps working

I messed it all up, let my people down

I'm just a failure, look at me now

What did you think? That it would all work out?

You're just a dreamer, wake up from your doubt

Two voices in my head, they won't stop fighting

One pulls me down, the other keeps me trying

Which one is real? Which one should I believe?

I'm losing myself, can't find no relief

I talk to myself, I'm my worst enemy

Destroying from within, can't find no remedy

Why can't I love me? Why do I cause pain?

I'm trapped inside my head, going insane

Wait, wait! Stop saying that

You haven't always failed, remember where you're at

Those moments when you shined, when you felt proud

Those people who said"thanks," you helped them out

No, let me speak! I'm tired of your crying

You still got time, stop your denying

Life is hard for everyone, not just you

Stand up, fight back, show what you can do

Two voices in my head, they won't stop fighting

One pulls me down, the other keeps me trying

Which one is real? Which one should I believe?

I'm torn apart, can't find no peace

I talk to myself, it's a war between two

One that brings me down, one that pulls me through

Who's gonna win? Don't know who to trust

I'm tired of this battle, turning me to dust

Maybe we're both right in our own way

I got flaws but I got strengths that stay

I'm human, I'm allowed to make mistakes

I'll learn to live with all my give and take

Two voices in my head, now they're harmonizing

One shows my pain, the other keeps me rising

Both are real, both are part of me

I'm learning to embrace this duality

I talk to myself but now I listen too

Accept my weaknesses, let my light shine through

I'm not perfect but I'm still alive

And that's something... that's something