Talking to Myself in Public

Do you find it strange?

I’m talking to myself in public

Hide away

Feeling sorry for myself

In the way?

I’m looking for my next excuse

I’m violent all the time

Am I insane?

Looking down, I start to wonder

Wide awake

Almost every single night

Run away

It’s not as final as the pills I’m eyeing all the time

And you see it come and the way it goes

Cause nothing really matters, don’t you know

Am I to blame?

How to stop from going under

Stay away

Nothing good will come from this

Ease the pain

Slide into my next addiction’s high all the time

And you see it come and the way it goes

Cause nothing really matters, don’t you know

The further I walk and don’t return

The more that I want to see it burn

So heavy I guess I outta know

But I see it ending, think it over

And you see it come and the way it goes

Cause nothing really matters, don’t you know