[00:10.43]Hey, oh I've lost everything close to me
[00:16.00]All those memories haunt me to this day
[00:19.84]But I'm coming to terms that I'm better off dead
[00:22.75]People don't care if it's left unsaid
[00:24.86]I want out more than anything
[00:26.70]I'm on the verge of a forgotten casualty
[00:29.98]No home, no friends, no family
[00:32.59]I'm losing everything
[00:34.95]And everyday's the same with the sadness I bring
[00:40.10]These are the hardest years
[00:42.84]I've ever faced through
[00:45.21]To feel this pulse each day
[00:47.69]It's a curse that I'm still awake
[00:51.38]Nothing could help set me free
[00:53.82]But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree
[00:58.06]Today
[01:10.47]Ever get that funny feeling that you'll die alone someday?
[01:15.37]Ever love someone so much but they don't feel the same?
[01:18.91]I let go, and now I'm alone
[01:21.75]Is this how it all ends with a barrel in my mouth again?
[01:26.57]Is this my only exit?
[01:29.36]These are the hardest years I've ever faced through
[01:34.44]To feel this pulse each day
[01:36.93]It's a curse that I'm still awake
[01:40.62]Nothing could help set me free
[01:43.06]But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree
[01:47.32]Today
[01:48.62]And hey, oh I've lost every ****ing thing close to me
[01:54.44]Even those memories still haunt me to this day
[01:58.03]And if I only could forget it all
[02:00.47]I just have to run away
[02:03.01]Will I run away?
[02:05.36]I guess I'll run away
[02:08.87]These are the hardest years
[02:11.46]I've ever faced through
[02:13.83]To feel this pulse each day
[02:16.31]It's a curse that I'm still awake
[02:19.95]But I'm not awake from those dreams of drowning, sinking below the sea
[02:26.60]I'll be free