Parker Jack:
One month behind on my rent
Two weeks since I've been sober
Three days left 'til my check
Four minutes 'til my life's over
Only five people I can call
And six left me on read
If seven people gon' leave
Gimme eight shots to my chest
Call 911 'cause I'm
911, what's your emergency?
Hey, thanks, can we talk?
I don't know what to do 'cause I'm nauseous
Okay, sir, tell me where you are
I don't know, and I can't stop this
Fill my body up with these toxins
How do I get this out of my chest?
Okay, sir, I need you to breathe
Where's my shoes, my chest?
I wanna run to you, but I can't
Where's my keys?
Fu— my head
No, Momma, I'm sorry, this wasn't the plan
I don't wanna leave, but I feel like I am
Okay, sir, I pinged your location
Don't you worry, help's on the way
I don't think that I'm gonna make it
Tell my mom to visit my grave, 'cause I'm—
One month behind on my rent
Two weeks since I've been sober
Three days left 'til my check
Four minutes 'til my life's over
Only five people I can call
And six left me on read
If seven people gon' leave
Gimme 8 shots to my chest
Call 911 'cause I'm
911, what's your emergency?
Eon Zero:
I just took too many pills
I needed something to feel
You know how it gets
I can't feel reality
Everyone mad at me
Tell me that this isn't real
I hate I'm not enough in my heart
Now I got cold blood in these arms
I'm sorry, Momma, for all the drama
I know that you're proud of me and my scars
Sir, sir, please hold on
Please listen to my voice
If I follow through with this suicide
Know I didn't make this choice
Wait— I hear the ambulance
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
There's something inside of me
Maybe it's Satan
I needed God to save me
I won't debate it
I got my reasons
I'm tired of saying I'm—
Parker Jack:
One month behind on my rent
Two weeks since I've been sober
Three days left 'til my check
Four minutes 'til my life's over
Only five people I can call
And six left me on read
If seven people gon' leave
Gimme 8 shots to my chest
Call 911 'cause I'm
911, what's your emergency?
HunnaV:
Lay on the floor
I cannot see, don't know where I been
I just pray on my knees
Hoping I make it no matter the cost
I got some family, they counting on me
Hiding the sheets ‘cause I'm feeling anxious
Save me from all the time I was lost
Can't wait for the day that I tell them I made it
But I keep on reaching and missing the stars
I cannot lie, I've been stressed
Struggle with all this weight, I gotta press
The pressure is on, I've been feeling depressed
I hate the fact that I've been feeling dead
Call my friends, I've been trying my best
Don't know how many nights that I got left
Even if I go, would you see my texts?
I've been calling out, but you ain't hear me yet
Parker Jack:
One month behind on my rent
Two weeks since I've been sober
Three days left 'til my check
Four minutes 'til my life's over
Only five people I can call
And six left me on read
If seven people gon' leave
Gimme 8 shots to my chest
Call 911 'cause I'm
911, what's your emergency?
Jack Luke:
Lonely
Some time back, when I was only
Hungrier than I ever was
Back before money held me up
Counting, counting like it's not enough
Back before I even had a buzz
Fuck them girls, man, it's only us
(Fuck them girls, man, it's only us)
Up in my head
Should've been more cautious
Should've known you're toxic
Should've known I lost when
Everything I love got tossed in
Even when you're good, you're getting penalized
But the pain's the thing that keeps the pen alive
But I keep it moving when I'm dead inside
How the fuck you love me
When I'm set aside?
Parker Jack:
One month behind on my rent
Two weeks since I've been sober
Three days left 'til my check
Four minutes 'til my life's over
Only five people I can call
And six left me on read
If seven people gon' leave
Gimme 8 shots to my chest
Call 911 'cause I'm
Dead
