Deep Enough (Explicit)

Deep Enough

I've been so low

I've seen my grave from the bottom

I'm reaching for the stars

But keep on falling

Maybe I am better off giving up on this

But how am I supposed to feel alive

Without the essence of my heart in a world so cold

You are my Kryptonite

A cloud as black as the night

Hovers around me

The light is standing no chance

Encased in darkness

I'm still digging my descent

Blood is dripping from my hands

But I'm trying

To avoid my sorrow

I am so close to the end

Bones are breaking as I bend

And I wonder

Have I been deep enough?

With every second, every minute

I'm getting closer to my limit

How can something so close to me

Be so ****ing sickening

Abandon anger

Banish fame

Embrace the panic

Give in to the pain

I'm still digging my descent

Blood is dripping from my hands

But I'm trying

To avoid my sorrow

I am so close to the end

Bones are breaking as I bend

And I wonder

Have I been deep enough?

Have I gone out of vision?

I’m still holding on

to the thought of you and me

I slowly come undone

As my hopes fly too close to the sun

But I‘m still digging my descent

Blood is dripping from my hands

But I'm trying

To avoid my sorrow

I am so close to the end

Bones are breaking as I bend

And I wonder

Have I been deep enough?