Outside (Explicit) - Childish Gambino
I used to dream every night
Now i don't dream at all
Hopin' that it's cause
I'm livin' everything i want
Used to wake up in a bed
Between my mom and aunt
Playing with this land
Before time toy from pizza hut
My dad works nights
Putting on a stone face
He's saving up so we can get our own place
In the projects man that sounds fancy to me
They called me fat nose
My mom say you handsome to me
Mrs glover ma'am your son is so advanced
But he's acting up in class
And keeps peeing in his pants
And i just wanna fit in
But nobody was helping me out
They talking hood sh*t
And i ain't know what that was about
Cause hood sh*t
And black sh*t is super different
So i'm talking hood sh*t and cool it
Now like new edition
Mom and dad wouldn't listen
They left the bronx so i wouldn't be that
All their friends in ny deal crack
It's weird you think
That they'd be proud of him
But when you leave the hood they think
That you look down on 'em
Truth is we still struggle
On a different plane
7 dollars an hour with vouchers
It's all the same
Facebook messaging hopin'
That could patch up sh*t
But all they get now is
"can your son read this script"
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
We can follow the road
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
No one goes
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
We can follow the road
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
No one knows
Yeah
Dad lost his job
Mama worked at mrs winner's
Gun pulled in her face
She still made dinner
"donald watch the meter
So they don't turn the lights off"
Workin' two jobs so i can get
Into that white school
And i hate it there
They all make fun of my clothes
And wanna touch my hair
And my uncle on that stuff
That got my grandma shook
Drug dealers roughed him up
And stole his address book
He's supposed to pay 'em back
He owe 'em money but his bank account is zero
So my momma made us sleep
With phillips heads under the pillow
Like that would do somethin'
But she's got six kids she's gotta do somethin'
She don't want me in a lifestyle like my cousin
And he mad cause his father ain't around
He lookin' at me now like
"why you so f**kin lucky
I had a father too
But he ain't around
So i'mma take it out on you"
We used to say"i love you"
Now we only think that sh*t
It feels weird that you're the person
I took sink baths with
Street took you over
I want my cousin back
The world sayin' what you are
Because you're young and black
Don't believe 'em
You're still that kid that kept
The older boys from teasin'
For some reason
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
We can follow the road
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
No one goes
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
We can follow the road
There's a world we can visit if we go outside
Outside outside
No one knows
Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now
Oh help us lord
Oh baby baby baby
