Love is strange
Love is insane
You showed me parts of myself I didn’t know existed
Discovered a piece of myself and wished it wouldn’t have stopped
Thought you were my forever but you were just my beginning
I have the worst memory because I remember everything
Opened me up to a whole world
And I’ve never felt that way again
Different love, stronger love, lasting love
But there’s nothing like the first
Messy, uncharted
Caught in this limbo of desperately wanting to forget
but being terrified of not remembering
When I look back on it years later
I can still see it, feel it, taste it, place it
Buried in the deepest parts of myself, my most private thoughts about you,
about us, about then.
For so long I didn’t think about it, until one day I did.
And the only thing I could do was write about it.
Now I’m ready to talk about it.
Time is funny,
The passing of life before our eyes
Can’t control it, can’t stop it
Don’t wanna go back but I miss it
Happier now but I miss it
So this is the story of me trying to capture it all and I hope I can let it go.
