How to Be Lonely (Explicit)

I can show you how to fall apart

A new way to disappear

It's my time to wilt

With nothing left to bloom

They'll never find me here

This is how to numb the pain

A beautiful decay

I'm always drowning in the dark all alone

It's getting harder here to breathe on my own

I'm always digging down the same fucking hole

Where I've been peeling the skin from my bones

And it just..

Feels like I'm running in place

Nothing but death underneath

It's a curse I can't break

So tell me why would I stay

When time kills everything

Nothing but emptiness remains

I can show you how to be lonely

I'm always killing myself

Going through hell

Just so I can feel it burn

I guess I got what I deserve

I'm always dragging an empty lake

I've been living to suffer and dying to find an escape

I'm always dying to find an escape

I was afraid to die

But now I find comfort in closing my eyes

If it's my time to leave

This is how I'll be saying goodbye

I can show you how to fall apart

A new way to disappear