Scared Myself Away

Hide,

Where do you hide?

I thought you promised to be mine

But you're out of sight

Sign,

Give me a sign

Is it all worth it anymore

Am I still alive?

I look in the mirror

And see nothing at all

I think I've scared myself away

Night after night when I let you feed my shame

I will not care 'bout who's to blame

Throw those pages to the flames

Live to die another day

Lies

Open my eyes

How many times can I keep lying to myself

And why

Are we so blind?

I gotta find the guts to stand on my own

I look in the mirror

And see nothing at all

I think I've scared myself away

Night after night when I let you feed my shame

I will not hear a word you say

Tear this place down, watch the flames

Live to die another day

I can't seem to find myself at all

I can't seem to find myself