I'm A Step Away (Explicit)

I've been putting it in overdrive

I got too much **** that's on my mind all the time

I know I should just enjoy the ride

When I try I overdo it, I get too lit, I'm

So high I swear I hear God breathing

What if I'm turned around and it's the Devil scheming?

Getting in my head and f*cking with my demons

Even my thoughts deceiving me

Leaving me with no peace and

I'm a step away from doing something bad

Taking for granted everything I ever had

Facing a path where there ain't no going back

I'm under my own attack

Gray matter now blue and black, I-

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a, I'm a

Overwhelmed is an understatement

Man I'm so beyond inundated I'm debating

If it's enough for me to be sedated

I've been avoiding the voice in the void

The devil's waiting

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a, I'm a

It's sobering to stand near the abyss

I'm closer than I've ever been before to this

Second thoughts try fighting off all my impulses

Ignorance isn't the bliss that my oblivion is

I'm a step away from doing something bad

Taking for granted everything I ever had

Facing a path where there ain't no going back

I'm under my own attack

Gray matter now blue and black, I-

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a step away

I'm a, I'm a, I'm a