Run (Explicit)

I needed to run

As fast as I could

For all of the people

Who tried to interact with me

About how ****ed up my body was

How it seems that I was not eating enough

Felt to my knees when I heard what they said

Things that were true, things that were false

Thing that made me insecure or things that made me love myself

Asked polite if that could stop, didn’t listen tho just said eat more stuff

You took my self love

I didn’t get a change to say I knew

I wasn’t eating enough

But I kept running away from you

You were there to take me down

You did at first

Until I was running away from you

Run, running to the church

Pray to Jesus

Problem solver, people pleaser

Wishing for peace

I just wanna stop thinking about run

People pleaser wishing for peace

Peace is what I’m wishing for

Stop being mean about it

Stop being mean

So I changed myself for you

Did a lot of sports

I was eating less

Every time trowing up

I’m feeling like a broken down brick

With no escapes

Run was all I could do

A sinking ship is stabler than me

You took my self love

I didn’t get a change to say I knew

I wasn’t eating enough

But I kept running away from you

You were there to take me down

You did at first

Until I was running away from you

Run, running to the church

Pray to Jesus

Problem solver, people pleaser

Wishing for peace

I just wanna stop thinking about run

People pleaser wishing for peace

Peace is what I’m wishing for

Stop being mean about it

Stop being mean

My innocence gone

You took my wall and destroy it

Made scares on my skin

Thinner than the most thinnest glass

Eating was always a problem

Accepted it, want to go further with my life

You took my self love

I didn’t get a change to say I knew

I wasn’t eating enough

But I kept running away from you

You were there to take me down

You did at first

Until I was running away from you

Depth of darkness, I run

Reclaiming my worth, finding peace at my core

Through the battles and the tears I've shed

Lived on the edge of life, where I’ve bled

Now I break free from the chains that once held me down

I wear my scars as a warrior's crown

In the silence of night, where my soul is restored

I'll face the shadows, find the light, and move forward

Innocence is gone

Still be willing to run away from you

Accepted the past

People pleaser wishing for peace

Don’t wanna think about the word

RUN