how can i live forever (idk) (Explicit) - varxy/txtsu
Lyrics by：varxy/txtsu
Composed by：varxy x txtsu
Arranged by：varxy/txtsu
I am not a baby anymore
I am not as innocent as before
I see it in the mirror in my room
And I can feel it stronger in my soul
But I am not so ready for this world
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation tell me more
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
How can I live forever? I don't know
Where can I find a Heaven? I don't know
What is a-going to happen? I don't know
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
Yeah you told me that you loved me from the start
So I gave you all my trust now you're tearing me apart
And I've been trying to keep myself up but it's hard
And I'm so fucking stuck now I question who you are
Medication in my veins I got pain up in my heart
And I've always been the same put some vein upon the dark
Everybody looks at me like I'm insane
Everyday I wake up I do the same thing
Missing you really came see-through
Got all of these scars made me bleeding in my living room oh
Say I was forever baby that was never true
Kiss-kiss-kissing on your scars baby it was me and you
I live it through my diary and I read
That all my little problems now are big
I want to live my feelings day by day
I'd like to give emotions in my way
But I am not so ready for this world
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation tell me more
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
How can I live forever? I don't know
Where can I find a Heaven? I don't know
What is going to a-happen? I don't know
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
Why I'm in love now? I don't know
