Sometimes I think
About what my life would be like
Without him
But then I remember
That I have him
And that changes everything
And I think
I'd probably be strung out somewhere
Hating everyone and everything
Hating God
And everything he put me through
I think I would have ended up in hell
Without him
I'd be dead
But he gave me life
And I can't help but love him
For that
Because when I hated him
He loved me
He loved me back to life
He loved me back to him
And now I'm trying to learn
To love him
Like he loves me
And it's hard
It's the hardest thing
I've ever had to do
But he teaches me
And I'm learning to live like him
And he reminds me
That my old life is dead
And now I'm free
I'm free from everything
That used to bind me
And now I'm free
And I can't help but love him
For that
Because when I hated him
He loved me
He loved me back to life
He loved me back to him