the one you want is someone i can't be - mj apanay
Lyrics by：Michelangelo Apanay
Composed by：Michelangelo Apanay
Produced by：mj apanay
Is it my fault
I'm not adding up to the person you thought I could be
Is it my fault
That I can't keep up with all the things that you've wanted from me
Baby I'm killing myself in hopes that it's helping
To give you the guy that you need
But that's just not me
That's just not me
It's someone that I'll never be
Someone much stronger than me
Someone who's able
To put off his feelings to take care of yours
To fight through the bleeding
So he can keep giving you more
The things you've been begging me for
And all of the things that you want
You might find them in somebody else
But putting your needs so far above myself
Is impossible for me
And the one you want is someone I can't be
Or am I just blind
Am I overthinking
And self-sabotaging when
Everything's probably fine
Should I just believe
This is just how things go
While deep down oh I know
That I'm killing myself
Just to turn into someone
I'll never be happy to be
'Cause that's just not me
No that's just not me
It's someone that I'll never be
Someone much stronger than me
Someone who's able
To put off his feelings to take care of yours
To fight through the bleeding
So he can keep giving you more
The things you've been begging me for
And all of the things that you want
You might find them in somebody else
But putting your needs so far above myself
Is impossible for me
And the one you want is someone I can't be
I know I promised to give you my all
But baby I'm hurting
Can't keep holding onto
Some future where you
Could be happy with who I am
A future where you'd understand
That all of your wants
And all of those things that you tell me to be
Just isn't me
I'm just not able to put off my feelings
To make you feel better
'Cause I'm still here bleeding
And I just can't give any more
The things you've been begging me for
All of those things that you want
You can get them from somebody else
But putting your needs so far above myself
Is impossible for me
And I wish that you could see
That the one you want is someone I can't be
