Mean (Explicit)

作词 : Lily Kincade

作曲 : Lily Kincade

Staring at myself naked

Can't embrace it

Gettin' frustrated

With the hatin' on myself

I hate hatin' myself

I know it's selfish of me to be holding up the line

There's like twenty people waiting but I need the extra time

To look at myself in the mirror

Bend down once or twice

Say something that's not very nice

And then cry

Oh, why do I do this?

I leave feeling useless

What is it provin?

When I keep abusin my words

Til it hurts

Need to learn

Why am I so fνckin mean to me?

What happened to my self-esteem?

I need to know the reason I can be

Nice to everybody

But when it comes to me

Yeah, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean to me, mean to me

Wish I could see in me what they see

Vision's hazy, haven't eaten lately,

Going crazy, just

Wondering if anybody is ever gonna love me

I can't even love me

How will someone wanna touch me?

Just when I think I'm finally over this

I put my heart out only to get it hurt again

Deservin it, this time it sucks

Never feelin enough for love

Why am I so fνckin mean to me?

What happened to my self-esteem?

I need to know the reason I can be

Nice to everybody

But when it comes to me

Yeah I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean to me, mean to me

When I get older, will I get wiser?

When I get older, will I get nicer?

Look at my reflection and say that I like her?

Instead of being fνckin mean to me

I would have some self-esteem

Instead of being so mean

Why am I so fνckin mean to me?

What happened to my self-esteem?

I need to know the reason I can be

Nice to everybody

But when it comes to me

Yeah, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean to me, mean to me

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so, I'm so fνckin mean

I'm so fνckin mean