Feign

Keep me from your light

A world away from the heaven sent

Buried beneath the indifference

Keep this between us

The darkness and the silence

Keep this between us

Keep me from your light

Dissolving love will keep me sane

As you detach your hand from mine

And I am left with the ignorant bliss

That I ever had your love

That I could ever fill your cup

That I could ever be enough

I fell apart

And lost the finer parts of me

Before I ever found myself

Before I could love someone else

Dissolve decay

Not a single memory

Before I learn from my mistakes

Let this be my saving grace

Take away every piece of me

And I will begin again

You’re moving forward and holding back

While you hide behind a different mask

Separate a failing heart from the mind

And disconnect the final piece of loss that I have left

No decadence for the fall

Found in misery

Consuming every single breath

That passes through my lips

The hardest part of letting go

Is letting go at all

Clinging to the grief that made us feel so whole

Knowing that something held so close no longer serves you

There is peace

There is a life so profound

The past is a necessary evil that we relive everyday until we become the people we need to be

We grow through the pain

We grow through pain.