过去的几年里,大部分时间我都是在自己的一隅自得其乐地活着,感受着节奏的美妙,从无到有地做出一首首歌. 它们是我生命的延续,代表着一部分纯粹的自我,它们的诞生也没有受到任何约束,是我倾注爱与时间创造的美好.In the past few years, I have concealed myself within my own world, enjoying the wonderful rhythm of my own music. They are the extension of me, representing a part of my pure consciousness. The birth of which is constrained by nothing. They are greatness meticulously created by love and time.遗憾的是,因人声混音学艺不精,mixtape是以beat的形式呈现,但这并非代表它的质量欠佳,只是我不希望因为听感的瑕疵影响音乐本身, 想说的话想写的词很多, 做出妥协也实属无奈.Sadly, my ability to produce the vocals is inadequate and the mixtape is presented in the form of beats. 整张mixtape是我对自己成长到现在,心中遗憾的一个填补. 我遇到了一些机遇和缘分,也把握住了一些,但是总是好像差了一口气上不去似的,努力着争取着,却常在最后时刻一泻千里.The whole mixtape helps me deal with the regrets I have had ever since I grew up.I encountered various opportunities, some of which I pursued, others which I let go.同样的,我的内心也总是无法平静,经常到早上才休息,到傍晚才醒,疲倦到躺在床上都累,但我其实并没有干什么,有时却压力大到喘不上气. 有时在想那张床铺是不是真的会成了我的坟墓,不知道在梦里经历多少过去,我才能再次体会到拥有过的感觉.Similarly, nothing can soothe my heart, I go to bed in the morning and wake up in middle of the night quite often. Feeling exhausted even whilst resting, even though I haven't done anything. I sometimes feel so stressed that I cannot breathe. I'm afraid that the bed will actually become my grave, given how many times I have experienced the past in my dreams. I wish I could feel the same way I did in the past.所以,我尽可能地不再留有遗憾,就让那些后悔都尘封在我的音乐里,盖上盖子,它们依旧是我的一部分,只是我不再独自拥有它们.Therefore, I tried my best to not have any remorse. Let the regression hides into my music, close the box, they are still a part of me, but I`m no longer owning them by myself.人总是恋旧的,回到过去,然后带上我走吧.2022.1.17 in London